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I'm disgusted by my own fluids
Viscus putrid
Please, oh please, won't you be mine
One in your slime
Save the drink of my sick
Make you live for it
Force me down to my knees
You can watch as I grimace
You can melt right into this
You can bare it all to me
Snail trails linger
Flushed cheeks, pinker
Saliva mixed
Tears transfixed
Sputtering sludge
Slippery liquid
Vibrating mucus
In the end, just us
You're like a pair of legs
That sink and melt as they walk
I'll scoop the puddle of you
From the ground, drink you down
Flesh and blood, I tore into you
Scratch at the membrane
First impulse, "Are you suffocating?"
Begin life, breathing slime
Drip, by drip, you squirm, I sip
I'd spare your flesh if you really wanted it
Drink up, wipe your tears
In your slime, I felt fear
Entranced, enamored, as tense as
The demons in a string of spit
Will grab onto all of my senses
And unleash them unto me
Save the drink of my sick
Make you live for it
Force me down to my knees
You can watch as I grimace
You can melt right into this
You can bare it all to me
Snail trails linger
Flushed cheeks, pinker
Saliva mixed
Tears transfixed
Sputtering sludge
Slippery liquid
Vibrating mucus
In the end, just us
Disgusted by my own fluids
I'll scoop the puddle of you
Disgusted by my own fluids
From the ground, drink you down
Disgusted by my own fluids
I'll scoop the puddle of you
Viscus, putrid
From the ground, drink you down
Please, oh please, won't you be mine
I'll scoop the puddle of you
One in your slime
From the ground, drink you down, I would
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2. |
The Retaliation
03:33
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Monetary paradise
Security and aid
If you can’t work hard
You’re called lazy and afraid
Force my smile to rise
Consume and try to stay alive
Fruits of labor have gone rotten
Moldy, wayward, and forgotten
These are the highest stakes
Forced to run and be afraid
Compelled my limbs to rise
Coerced my eyes to stay alive
Sacrificial makeup
To hide the daily wear
Of pretending that it’s ok
So my life won’t go to hell
Each limb bears the heaviness
Of fighting off itself
Instead of peace and calmness
I stay wishing I worked well
Able-bodied robots
Go to work and slave away
My broken human body
Fumes with jealousy and rage
Monetary paradise
Security and aid
If you can’t work hard
You’re called lazy and afraid
Force my smile to rise
Consume and try to stay alive
Fruits of labor have gone rotten
Moldy, wayward, and forgotten
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3. |
Edges
04:10
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When it hits
I awake into a body of someone else’s
Softness
Someone else’s stomach, someone else’s bliss
What if I
Woke up into them
Flawlessly
Carved out, everything empty
Not a crease or fold would out me
And just like that
The infatuation of feeling edges will be
Satisfied
If only I could live
In a constant loop of
Rage, sweat, and bliss
I seek better days
In a body I will
Never have
Rage quit the world
I dove into anything I could put inside
To make it not hurt
And I’m still on the edge
Getting cut by its
Sharpness
Touched my smooth and scarred skin
You can’t legislate
That power
Away
Over again
It dissipates the feeling
I feel bliss
for the first time
What’s home when it never
Felt that way?
I said goodbye body
I said goodbye body
I said goodbye body
I said goodbye body
I said goodbye body
Fuck!
If only I could live
In a constant loop of
Rage, sweat, and bliss
I seek better days
In a body I will
Never have
Rage quit the world
I dove into anything I could put inside
To make it not hurt
And I’m still on the edge
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4. |
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Devil’s claw on golden seal
A highland flag on a red cedar
In the woods you will find me near
The black oak in burgundy with dead roots
Black oak, burgundy, and dead root
Black oak, burgundy, and dead root
Black oak, burgundy, and dead root
Black oak, burgundy, and dead root
A pennyroyal in the clover
Shepherd’s purse full of rue
Bitter water washes down sweet
We’ll watch over you til the dawn breaks with
Black oak, burgundy, and dead root
Black oak, burgundy, and dead root
Black oak, burgundy, and dead root
Black oak, burgundy, and dead root
Burdened glory in a hopeless time
Sever me from the vine
Traveled across a sea of demons
To regain all my lost freedom
Lost and crawling through the burning snow
Funeral flames that chill the bone
It’s times like this that’ll will make you know
That we are never going home
Times so much you can't remember how to breathe
Fear is what has come over me
This is nothing like I thought it would be
This bitter winter’s been rapping at my door
And she won't go
In the face of apocalypse you'll know love
In the name of your gods we shed blood
Though your salvation will never come
Live through tonight and we'll be as one
I
Am
Be
Come
Spectre
Be
Come
The thing
That haunts you
What
You see
When you
Sleep
I
Am
Become
What haunts you
What haunts you
What haunts you
What haunts you
I pray, oh I pray, for the flood
To wash away the disease of me
I pray, oh I pray, to gods I don't believe
Just wash away me
In the face of apocalypse you'll know love
In the name of your gods we shed blood
Though your salvation will never come
Live through tonight and we'll be as one
No life can grow where blood has salted the earth
Battlefields lost and fruitlessly won
Cursed and scared, barren and bruised
Cowardice forgotten by the warriors decay
Fought for kings who ignore their ways
All those kings just laugh and sway
Thinking all their troubles float away
Until they fall, fall away
Fallen kings kiss the dirt
Fallen kings kiss the dirt
Fallen kings kiss the dirt
Fallen kings kiss the dirt
Only good king is a dead man king
Only good king is a dead man king
Only good king is a dead man king
Only good king is a dead man king
Black oak, burgundy, and dead root
Black oak, burgundy, and dead root
Black oak, burgundy, and dead root
Black oak, burgundy, and dead root
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5. |
Essence
02:49
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Sink and swim
I died a million times
Again
Through wonder
And fear
Sacrifice my
Wandering last breath
Sink or swim
The weight
Of the blade through my skin
Taken
Day by day
At the end
I’ll finally float away
Cracking
Against my
Bones
Fuck
It hurts!
Erratically
Attacked
Then dispersed
Breaking through my skin
Yeah my skin
Like a parasite
Breaking through my skin
Like a parasite
Jumping out
Fading
Into the mountains
A mist
That’s finally free to roam
Immortal
As they drank from the fountain
They wished
For the bliss of unknown
Never have to show their face
Never have to hide away
Batted to the knee
Cracks and snaps
A life defined by
Self attack
An auto response of killing
Everyday, every hour
Wish I could fly back
To this earth
Before my body breaks
Grit my teeth
Become the seething
Grit my teeth
Become the seething
Don’t wanna die
Just become as light as
A blade of grass
Grit my teeth
Become the seething
Grit my teeth
Become the seething
Don’t wanna die
Just become as light as
A blade of grass
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6. |
404
03:31
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Bare knuckle brawlin’ by the side of the road
Bad luck hit you, bet your blood ran cold
Beggars want plastic memories
Cellophane cryptid similes
Better be backin’ off that weak back bone, let it leak
Crash course
Casket
Limitation
Frantic
Feeling vain
Dash cam
Inbound
Assimilation
Transit
We’ll be as one
Fast back
Eight track
Stimulation
Habit
Shifting gears
Thrash it
Gasket
Radiation
Spastic
I'm not okay
When I find you
Will you be refined
As I remember you
Or redesigned
As my conscious fades
The fulcrums misaligned
What's with your drive?
You're not my kind
Increase the dosage ‘til the virus is dead
Increase the voltage ‘til I can't feel my head
Beggars want plastic memories
Cellophane cryptid similes
Shillin out, scroungin’ all that change up from the couch
Fast times
Past time
Generation
Decline
I'm feeling old
Screen time
Online
Information
Sublime
Overload
Blank check
Break neck
Operation
Defect
Her disease
In line
On time
Sign papers
You're mine
A nervous scratch
Well it’s hard to stay humble
When you’re breathing trouble
Oh, I’m seeing double
Hey, let’s rumble
Hot wire
Mainframe
Simulation
My shame
It’s breaking down
No fun
I’m done
Resignation’s
Begun
Signal loss
Hands shake
Bones break
Annihilation
Heart ache
You’ll get away
I'm here
today
But it's not
the way
I thought I'd be
When I find you
Will you be refined
As I remember you
Or redesigned
As my conscious fades
The fulcrums misaligned
What's with your drive?
You are not my kind
Increase the dosage ‘til the virus is dead
Increase the voltage ‘til I can't feel my head
‘Til I can't feel my head
‘Til I can't feel my head
‘Til I can't feel my head
I can't feel my head
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7. |
Seen
03:14
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The room dances, the windows gaze
It's New Year's Eve
Dry bar hears all, I's a fly on the wall
Until I was seen
Until I was seen
Until I was seen
Smiling faces in the camera's eye
I can't bare to look
At the Polaroid's happy boy
For the sad girl's eyes
Because I was seen
Cause I was seen
Buckle down
Grit your teeth
Smile, smile
Be happy
Consciously
Imitating
A good time
Taken away, yeah
Ruining
Being
Being
Noticed
Unapparent
Feelings
Feeling
Spoiled
Ruining
Being
Being
Noticed
Unapparent
Feelings
Feeling
Spoiled
Buckle down
Grit your teeth
Smile, smile
Be happy
Consciously
Imitating
The good time
Taken away from you
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